Maybe we´re supposed to feel like crap in order to feel better later. Maybe we´re supposed to feel like crap just because.

I feel like crap. That´s it. No lesson. No big speech about feelings and life. When you feel like crap you just do… and then, when you don´t, well, that´s it, you don´t anymore and that´s fine.

I guess.

I don´t fuckin know. Don´t ask me. I feel like crap and plan to keep on feeling like that until it stops.

Then I´ll talk. But I don´t promise a happy ending. Maybe it never stops. That would be ironic. I´d be known as the girl who one day started feeling like crap and then never stopped.

That wouldn´t be ironic actually, that would be pathetic.

Would it?

At least I´d be known for something.

Or maybe I could be known as the girl who one day started feeling like crap and then stopped feeling like crap and then who knows what happened to her… a mystery.

Shitty mystery…but still a mystery.

So…what will happen to me? Who knows…who cares…

Actually, talking so much about it kind of makes it lose its meaning…

I don´t think I feel like crap anymore.I don´t think I feel like anything...

Mystery solved, identity lost, time wasted writing (me) time wasted reading(you)..all in one.

Un-fucking-believable.

Better go now, nothing left to say.

Yeah, I know, . I cant go. I´m hooked now, just like you.

I see you there, trying to leave, trying not to care, trying to believe I´m fine now…but you can´t. cause now you know, I´m not fine.

And YOU are not fine.

And that is just fine. Cause you´ll get over it, and I will too.

Just remember, I´m here for you.

I know you feel like crap, JUST BREATHE. Trust me. This too shall pass. How do I know? Because I´ve been there too.